You know that days when everything goes wrong? Hi, i'm living one of them. Woke up late, got bad news, someone already pissed me off and things keep on coming.

But i got a message that cheered me up. At least in this dreadful day, you made me smile. Thanks.

I really love The Bangles, and, usually, their songs mean a lot to me.

So, there's nothing new about that:

"Anything at all
And I'm waiting for you to see
You mean the world to me

Stars and the moon wait for you in my lonely room
The warmth of the sun is in your smile"

This month is gonna be long, i can bet.

It's funny how things get real big in your mind. I mean, hey, i'm bisexual, and that's not the easiest thing to tell people. Still, it's funny how I'd have saved me a lot of nervewrecking moments, if i had came clean to some of my friends earlier. They're totally understanding - well, hello, most of them are AT LEAST bi? It would be bizarre if they weren't.

And now, when I think about it, I find it really, really astonishing, how I could keep this secret from them for so long time. It's not big news to me: frankly speaking, i've "discovered it" about 4 years ago, when I first dated a guy. Unlike other people, my "adaptation stage" was really mellow: I didn't want to be another person, I love myself as I am pretty much, thank you. Still, why not telling them? And the answer is: I don't know. Fear? Shyness? Who knows?
 
Well, as we know, if it's easy, then it isn't life. And that's what makes life a great thing.

... you had me at hello.

You really, really had me at hello. And now, after all the long chats, I'm totally on you. Seriously. I can't wait to see you. You make me feel awesome, like I haven't felt in ages.

Thank you, boy.

P.S.: The glasses you wear only make you cuter.